Sunday, December 31, 2017

National 5,000 meter indoor championships - recap






The USATF Indoor 5,000 national championships, hosted by the Upstate Holiday Classic.  Five days before the meet I couldn't walk at 6 per K pace, so I had no clue what I'd be capable of doing, so I thought I'd go out and wing it and see what happened.

There's always little things to get organized the day of a meet, so I was running around way more than I normally would before a race and thus didn't get it a lot of a warm up.  So even once the gun went off I had no clue what I'd do or how fast I'd go, so I just thought I'd have fun and race!

I can't even tell you how happy and excited I was that my first K was 4:51!  I have speed!  It's still there!  I couldn't hold it, but hey, that'll come back over time.  My K splits were:
4:51
5:02
5:10 (15:03)
5:15
5:12 (25:29)

Pretty happy with that.  I felt like I could've kept going at that pace I settled into for longer, I wasn't going super hard, just lost that faster gear.   But for me it was so much more, it was hope.  Hope that I can get back to where I was, hope that I can exceed where I was, and hope that good things are to come.  Whew!  Hope!



My athlete AJ was going for a record in the 10,000.  One of the benefits of only doing the 5,000 was I got to watch him and cheer for him.  He was on pace right up until 4 laps to go.  And if you know AJ you know he always has a faster gear his last lap.  But you can never take anything for granted.  with four laps to go he decided that he really didn't want his breakfast in his stomach anymore.  After finding a convenient garbage can by the track he then made me so super proud by picking himself back up and finishing.   It's that toughness that will make him an awesome 50K walker!

And here's what makes me even happier about my road back...  I did 20K today.  that in itself isn't so impressive, so bear with me for just a sec.  The temperature today was 2 Fahrenheit (-15 Celsius) with wind and the road were still snowy and icy.  So I did it inside at the school.  The last 5K of my workout was 25:51!  Very exciting!

So here's to a new year.  A year of fun new challenges, a year of seeing how hard I can work, a year of setting goals and breaking them and a year of enjoying life.   Here's to an awesome 2018!



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Thursday, December 28, 2017

2018, a year of potential firsts

2017 was a big year.  A lot of amazing things happened.  And some big frustrations.  I'm thrilled with how the women's 50K is moving along.  There's still more work to be done, but now that work is being shared by multiple hands.  So along with racing 50K this year, I've got some other new and fun goals.  A year of (potential) firsts....

This will be the first year I race a 50K in an IAAF Challenge race!  Monterrey, Mexico is having a woman's 50K in February and I'm excited to be going to compete.

You know the Tour de France?  Did you know there's a comperable race for walkers?  The women's race is called Paris-Alsace.  There are four stages that go from Wednesday evening to Sunday morning.  The distances haven't been finalized yet, but they'll be something like: Stage 1, 10K.  Stage 2, 34K.  Stage 3, 224K (yes, you read that right) and Stage 4, 60K.  No American woman has ever finished.  I want to finish and be on the podium.

To prepare for this race I plan to race the USATF 100K road race championships.  I'll race walk it against the runners. 

After our 50K national championships in January I hope to be on the team for the World Team Championships, which will have a woman's 50K race.  I think the US can have a really strong team and I hope to be a valuable member of that team. 

In 2016 I earned my US Centurion badge by walking 100 miles in under 24 hours.  In August I will attempt to earn my British Centurion badge by doing the same thing (hopefully faster) on the Isle of Man.  the race will be held on the track and I will aim for a few records along the way.  No American woman has earned more than one Centurion badge, so I want to be on multiple Centurion lists.  My ultimate goal is to get on all the active lists, but that'll take a number of years.

I may race at the World Masters Championships in Malaga, Spain, but it's only about 3 weeks after the 100 miler so I may not be quite recovered yet....

Of course I'll fill in the holes with some races here and there.  But this year is going to be a fun year.  I'm going to enjoy myself, race as hard as I can, and work on getting as strong as possible.  But the big goal will be to have fun.  I love race walking.  I love the people and the places I get to travel to and visit.  The last few years of race walking have been stressful.  Not this year!  It's going to be a great year! 

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I'm baaaack.....

Or at least I'm pretty sure I'm back!  You'd think with having hip surgery it would free up a ton of time to do things.  Important things like writing blog posts, but in some ways I was even busier.  I was cross training sometimes 5 hours a day and going back to school so lots of studying.  It was great to stay busy so I wouldn't fret as much about my race walking. 

Once I was cleared to race walk I started off slow and easy so I wouldn't damage anything.  Training was going okay, nothing really fast, but hey, that's okay!  About 10 weeks after surgery I raced the national 30K and got it done.  My first 10K was 55 minutes and that was the fastest I'd done a 10K since surgery so I was pretty happy with that.  I felt like progress was being made and I was just headed up from there.

Then weird things started happening when I would train.  I'd start off fine and just slow down.  It wasn't that I was tired or out of shape, I'd just slow down, sometimes to around 7:30 per K pace, so I was basically hiking.  It was getting really frustrating because sometimes I could only hold 6 per K pace for one or two K.  That is a lot of frustration.  No one seemed to know what was causing it.  We were trying different things but nothing was working.  And my frustration level was going up exponentially. 

I was doing a workout on Christmas, some fun cross training, and then started to stretch.  I jumped on the roller and was rolling around while watching TV.  I wasn't really paying attention to where I was rolling, just rolling around.  I started rolling the front of my right leg.  At first it felt good, like it was tight and was getting stretched.  Then I had a very sudden and very sharp pain to the point where it floored me and I couldn't move for a few minutes.  I thought, well, okay, no more rolling that leg, so I went to roll over and stretch my left leg.  In the process of rolling over my right leg went into some sort of spasm and it was excruciating.  That was the end of stretching and I didn't workout out again that day.   My right leg was so grumpy and painful where that pain was. 

The next day it still hurt but I jumped on the bike and it felt fine.  I did some elliptical and it felt fine.  So I thought after track practice I'd try some easy laps.  Lately, when I've been doing a workout I'll do a 5K in around 31 minutes or so.  Tuesday, without any effort, I did a 5K in the school hallways in 26:53!  Whew!  It finally felt like me again!  It felt like an honest effort and I could move. 

I thought about what happened and came up with a hypothesis and checked with my PT the next morning that he confirmed.  When I rolled I must have rolled over a bunch of scar tissue that was sticking to the muscles where they went in and out a bazillion times for the surgery.  It freed everything up.  It's still super sore, almost bruised, but I can move again! 

One thing that's interesting about the timing of all this was mentally I was just getting to the point where I was thinking there was no point in racing the 50K in January.  I went from a real mental low to feeling so excited and hopeful.  There's always hope, it may just take a while (like 5 months). 

I went out yesterday and walked twice, once before and once after track practice and it went great both times.  It looks like that might have really helped.  Now I just need to really work to keep those muscles unstuck! 

Here's what I learned, don't give up.  Everyone says it, it's almost cliche, but people say it for a reason.  You have to keep trying and pushing and working for what you believe in.  It won't be easy, it'll be frustrating, but the fight is worth it.  And surround yourself with people who will be positive and supportive.  It's at those real lows you need people who also believe in you.  People who will support and lift you up.  Get as many people around you as you can, find a team of people you can rely on and talk about your frustrations with.  It's so important when you're in a low spot.  You'll also be able to find out who your true friends are in times like that.  You may feel like your circle of friends gets smaller, but it'll be a smaller and stronger circle. 

Now it's time to look to the future.  I've got an amazing year planned full of fun new firsts.  But I'll talk about that under separate blog.

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Tuesday, August 15, 2017

London - Recap


Well, it's over.  I went to London, did my best and had a not so great day.  The gun sounded and I felt great, I was right on pace for a 4:27 and feeling super.  It was suggested by some that my SI joint  or my back was out.  This was not the case at all.  The USATF medical staff were simply amazing and my body was completely and fully functioning.  And to me my technique felt solid.   The paddles came early and quick and I had almost reached 9K when I saw the dreaded red paddle.  In every picture I've seen my legs were dead straight.  I would ask if anyone has pictures or video of me to please send them my way as I'd like to take a look.  But I did get this comment post race:  " I looked at the first four laps and you were not bent legged. It was clearly political."

On to happier things.  It was an amazing race!  The women out there did all women proud.  Everyone fought every step of the way.  No one DNFed.  Two athletes were forced to stop due to the time limit restriction, but they pushed all the way.  The men's side saw 6 DNFs and a few of the guys were death marching by the end.  Ines broke the world record and the support from the crowd was incredible.  The announcers were positive and excited for what would happen in the future.  It was an amazing day for women's 50K race walkers!  And I am happy and proud that I was out there giving my best alongside them.

I want to address, one last time, the negativity.  After this post I'll leave it, because some people will never listen or adjust their narrow views.  But some are still willing to look at other sides.  And some of it has been directly personal, and that hurts.

1.  Criticism that the IAAF was forced, the event should've been allowed to grow organically, not pushed so that only a select few were allowed to compete, it should've been done a different way:
First, with all the people who have complained that it was gone about the wrong way, not one single person has stood up to say they will help to do it the right way going forward.  Not one.  People are willing to criticize, to yell that they didn't like how it was done, but no one has anything to back it up to change things for the future.  But, to address some of this we must go into points of law, not opinion.  This is an important distinction.  Points of law are not to be swayed by emotions or opinions.  Did I go to the Court of Arbitration of Sport (CAS)?  I can't say.  It's confidential.  As a matter of law I cannot tell people if I even went or not.  If it were to be found out that I talked to people while a case with CAS were potentially going on (let us speak in a hypothetical for a while) it could completely negate the case, if there were one.  And let's think about law for a minute.  When someone wants to point out an inequality, they have to do so in specifics, not generalizations.  You can't have someone go to court for "equal pay for women."  It has to affect someone specific and in particular.  Then that particular person has to go to court for "equal pay for her." Along the way it will help other women, but that is a side benefit, not the crux of the case.
Now, let's say, in a hypothetical, that an athlete does go to CAS stating that the time limit imposed is not gender equal for the London World Championships.  That is a specific event that is being spoken about as that is the event that is forthcoming.  Now, let's say, in a hypothetical, that the IAAF comes back and says, well, we'll give you London or we'll give you Taicang.  Two things here.  First, a matter of law.  If the lawyer that is representing the athlete says, hey, take Taicang, that'll be better for all women all over the world, believe it or not, that would be grounds for that lawyer to be disbarred.  Yes, the lawyer could lose their license for suggesting taking that bargain.  Crazy right?  You say, but that's silly!  But as a matter of law (not opinion or feelings) it is.  This is because you're giving up a tangible (the event for which the athlete should have qualified for and the event for which the case came about) for an intangible (an event that the athlete could possibly qualify for, but hasn't yet qualified for since nothing for that event has yet to be decided including qualifying times, qualifying races and so on).
It was stated that because I'm having hip surgery I wanted to go to London because I won't be competing next year.  That person took some information and made their own assumptions.  I will not be out of competition next year.  I am taking the rest of the year off for the surgery and to train and improve my overall fitness, but I will be on the start line in January ready for my next 50K.  Unless something goes horribly wrong with the surgery and it ends my career, but that is incredibly doubtful.
Third, and to me the most obvious.  If you had a race with women in it in Rome, you had a race with women in it in London, why in the world would you think that trend wouldn't continue?  If the fight was won for London, why would you think the fight wouldn't also be won for Taicang?  Why put off for tomorrow what you can do today?  For all the women who were complaining of what they "might" have done if they'd known?  Every woman could see the writing on the wall.  Some chose to take a risk and a gamble, some didn't.  That was their choice.  Now they know.  All women know.  There is no longer ANY excuse.  If you want to do a 50K, start training.  Otherwise no complaining.

2.  Said athlete (AKA me)  did it for purely selfish reasons, not caring for the sport at all, but purely for her own gains:
I have a fairly thick skin, you have to in some ways to be a race walker with the ridicule we get while out training.  But I will be honest with you and say that this hurt, and hurt to my core.  Especially since it came from people who I thought were, maybe not necessarily my friends, but at least knew me well enough to be able to judge motives.  Let's get the first bit out of the way.  Do I want to race 50Ks?  YES!  Of course I do!  Duh!  What else have I been doing since 2010?  It is the event I love.  So will the things that get fought for also affect me?  Yes.  Because I am a female 50K race walker.  But everything I have done has been for women in general (and since I am -generally- a woman it will also be for me).  In 2012 when I asked to be allowed to race in the Olympic Trials, you could say that was just for me, but that was because no other women had made the standard.  However, look how that changed for 2016 and how many women we had compete!  In 2013 when I lobbied for equal prize money for women, yes I did get prize money, but so did the other women that year.  And all women in years after that.  Some have even thanked me.  Last year we drove over 1,000 miles traveling to high schools in the region giving clinics for the athletes and for the coaches.  None of it was paid, all of it came out of our pocket.  We did it because we care and want the race walks to stay strong in our region.  We put on races for athletes to achieve qualifying times, and publish it well in advance.  This is in opposition to some people who host races and don't publish it until a few days before so only their athletes get the opportunity to participate.  We host national championships.  Last year we personally took a $900 loss in putting on races.  We work to get more officials in our association to have better quality races.  I was the Niagara Association RW chair for USATF for something like 4 years (I am passing that baton this year).  I coach athletes, two of which qualified for outdoor nationals this year and one of whom has made a national team.  Yes, I do get paid for some of them, but I also am of the belief that no one should go without a coach, so if there are financial hardships I work out deals with the athletes.  The most I have ever charged is $50 a month, and that is for full access coaching.  On average I spend 10-30 hours with my athletes per month.  In no way am I getting rich from coaching.  Anyone who sends me video to analyze I do, for no fee.  I have spent my life giving to the sport, and this is what I've gotten back, personal attacks and being told I'm selfish.  And even in the personal attacks I can't catch a break.  On the one hand I get "She went about it all wrong, she made the wrong decisions, she's going to ruin the 50K"  but then they turn around and say "I hope she keeps fighting so that more women can race in Taicang."  Really?  Which is it?  I do it all wrong or you want me to move forward?  



3.  And let's address that comment, the women are going to ruin the 50K:
How quickly people forget.  Who remembers April?  I don't remember the exact date and I'm too lazy to look it up, when it was leaked that the 50K was going to be dropped after London?  The outrage, the movement to save the men's 50K?  People have been trying to get rid of the 50K or the race walk in general for years.  We have these same discussions after every Olympics.  But now all of a sudden it's the women's fault?  That's just absolutely absurd.  The IOC has said it wants equality and 23 events for women and 24 for men is not equality.  Any reporter looking at an Olympic program can count and see there's an inequality there.  But wait, you say!  They don't specify if it's number of athletes or number of events!  Ah, ha!  I've got you!  That's just silly beyond words.  That is such a chauvinist comment.  It's like trying to figure out the smallest possible way to get equality, the least amount of fairness you can find.  Equality means being equal in numbers, and number of athletes and number of events are all numbers.  There is no (good) reason to leave the women out of the 50K.  But wait, you say!  It's more than just equality, it's finances.  The race needs to make them happy in terms of money.  No, that is bad logic for a number of reasons.  Adding the women doesn't change the financial problems that RWing has for the games.  You're still not going to sell tickets.  What we have going for us, same with the marathon, but better, is that people can come and watch and DON'T have to pay for tickets.  It's the people's race.  They get to experience the best in the world and be up close and personal.  The Mall was packed with people!  And they were yelling and cheering for the women like crazy.  Especially wen Ines broke the world record.  And we're not a long course that you're only going to see people go by once or twice.  You can stand there and watch the entire race unfold.  That is something special.


4.  The women's 50K should be allowed to grow organically:
I didn't realize we were talking about a garden.  Pre 2004 if an event was going to be added you had to show a certain level of participation from a certain number of federations.  This was how the women's steeple, hammer, and pole vault came to be.  But a significant thing happened in 2004, the IAAF Constitution was changed.  In Article 4 reads the following:
        3.  To encourage participation in Athletics at all levels throughout the world regardless of age, GENDER, or race.
        4.  To strive to ensure that no gender, race, religious, political or other kind of unfair discrimination exists, continues to exist, or is allowed to develop in Athletics in any form, and that all may participate in Athletics regardless of their gender, race, religious or political views or any other irrelevant factor.
These are matters of law.  Again, not opinion, feelings or thoughts.  No longer do we have to let things grow organically, it's a matter of being right and fair and equal.  Half of what I've heard is all the women who would've done a 50K had they just but known.  Time to put your money where your mouth is.  We will show the world how strong women 50K walkers are!


5.  Judging.  If we add women in with the men it'll be a judging nightmare:
All one has to do is look at what the DQ board looked like to see that the judges obviously had no problems seeing the athletes.  It's a 50K.  You've got over three and a half hours to judge the athletes.  You're going to see them potentially 50 times (25 laps, twice per lap, if you're looking across, otherwise around 25 times).  By around 30K or so you start to see some drop, and the packs are definitely thinned down to maybe half a dozen.  Compare this to the 20K where there are packs of 8-10 up through 16K.  Now that's a lot harder to judge.  By the end of the 50K it was incredibly easy to judge the athletes, the course was starting to look barren with all the DNFs and DQs.  That argument makes no sense, and really is not relevant to a matter of equality anyway.

So let's recap.  I shouldn't have fought, but I'm supposed to keep fighting.  Why should I?  For all the ungrateful people out there, including some competitors who raced?  Those who couldn't even say thank you to the lawyer who fought tirelessly for them to be out there?  Who couldn't even be appreciative for what they had and instead had to complain that they didn't know?  When they knew just as much as everyone else.  And no, I didn't know months before hand.  I was trying to hit the 20K standard just like everyone else.  I had things happen that made outdoor nationals not the race I wanted, but I chose, after the 50K in January, to focus the rest of my year on the 20K.  My training diary shows it.  I wasn't secretly trying to gain an advantage over people.  I have always publicly stated that I want to win because I'm the best person out there on the day, not because of some other type of advantage.  That's not who I am or who I ever have been.  I believe in fair play and sportsmanship.  When I coached a HS team in NYC my girls knew the only way to get kicked off the team was for unsportsmanlike conduct.  They could miss practices and I would understand, but if I saw them being unsportsmanlike that was it, off the team.
Everyone had the same information, and all five competitors got the official notification at the same time.  The area champions found out later.  Some focused just in case.  Ines told me her federation had appealed to the IAAF twice to let her compete by virtue of being the world record holder and was denied.  But she never gave up hope and trained just in case.  Of course she also had a spot on the 20K team, so she knew she was going either way, but she chose to train for the 50K.  We all made decisions based on what we knew and thought was best.  

Should I continue to fight for others when I'm the one who's out the time, energy, stress and money? When I personally have to put out money for fees?  I was desperately hoping to finish strong and earn some prize money in London.  That did not happen.  Now I have financial issues to address on top of the emotional toil all this took out of me.  I did that for the women out there as well as myself.  Did it benefit me, of course, but I still did it for others as well.  Listen to interviews I've given, I always talk about other women competing and having the opportunity to compete.

And one of the saddest parts of all this is realizing how people you thought were your friends really are not.  And no, I don't go for the whole, "I'm a supporter of you and consider you a friend but I'm going to publicly bash you and you should still think we're friends."  That doesn't work for me.  I don't do that to my friends.  If I disagree with them on something I will tell them, but I will approach them privately, not smear things all over FB.

There have been supporters, and lots of them.  But here's the thing guys, you need to yell as loud as the naysayers.  People say on FB that the overwhelming response to this was negative.  Well, from what you see on FB, yes it was.  But from what I got in my inbox no it wasn't.  Those of you who believe in this and are supportive need to use your voices.  When you see the slamming you need to take a stand.  Saying it privately is nice and very appreciated, but it still leaves only the negative out there with no one speaking up.

I never answered the question.  Will I continue to fight?  I'm really hopeful that the IAAF will do the right thing and add a women's 50K to Taicang now.  If they don't?  Right now honestly I'm not sure.  I have to recover from the past month, both emotionally and financially and then reassess.  Do I want to?  Yes.  Will I?  We'll see.




Saturday, August 5, 2017

Women's 50K at the world champs - numbers

Women are racing at the World Championships, which for some of us is an incredibly exciting thing!  Something that should be celebrated and rejoiced!  More steps towards equality!  The chance to compete at the world stage!  And as with anything there's the naysayers, the people who have nothing to do with anything but now have to voice their opinion, which almost always is negative.  Obviously people have the right to their own opinions.  But when those opinions are based on flawed or incomplete facts and then put down, defame or just plain hurt others, then what is the point?  So let's look at some numbers, because those are things that are not subject to opinion.  Each of my number section will be based on comments that have been said.  There will be commentary besides numbers, just to warn you.

First some prep work.  We need a language to talk about and explain the differences.  A common ground.  Because people are deciding on what is "elite" (have I ever mentioned how much I despise that word?) and what standards "should" be without thinking about anything except their preconceived notions of their opinions.  How I will speak of things is percentage based off the men's standards.  For example.  The women's 1:36 standard is 14.2% slower than the men.  The women's marathon (the largest percentage difference) is 18.7%.  The percentage difference between the men's and women's 50K standard is 9.75%.  This is the smallest percentage difference in any event in track and field outside the hurdles and relays.  And, what is interesting is it is also smaller than the 11-13% difference that the IAAF has admitted during a court case (having nothing to do with race walking) that women are different than men. (the case had to do with testosterone levels in women)  The IAAF imposed a standard on the 50K women that is stricter than they admit that women tend to be different than the men.  Just stop and think about that for a second.  As a point of interest, let's take those two other percentages, 20K and marathon, and apply them to the 50K.  If we followed the 14.2% we would have a qualifying time of close to 4:41.  And the marathon difference of 18.7% would be 4:52.  Okay, I'll leave that there for now, but we will come back to some of this.

1.  Six of the seven women that are racing are failed 20K walkers, women not good enough to make the standard at the 20K.
I find this statement, which has been said by many people in many different ways, to be dumbfounding.  Who says to the triple jumpers who qualified "that's great, but it's really too bad you can't also qualify in the long jump.  You're really just a failed long jumper."  Or to the qualifiers in the 200, "That's nice that you qualified, but it's too bad you don't do the 100.  Really you're just a failed 100 meter runner."  Or, to the biggest point, to the many male race walkers who only have the standard in one distance, are they considered hacks for not being able to qualify in both distances?  I don't think I've ever heard that related to a male race walker.  But wow, how easy it was for people to say it about the women.  Are there athletes who can qualify in the 20K and 50K?  Of course!  Just like there are the 100/200 doubles, 5,000/10,000 double and so on.  But those people are considered extra ordinary, amazing athletes, above and beyond.  Just because not everyone can qualify at a second event doesn't mean that they're not also fantastic athletes.  Five of the athletes on the starting line will have times under the toughest standard in any event 200 meters or over.  That doesn't make us failed 20K walkers, that makes us strong 50K walkers!  Of the other two we have one that is under the 20K percentage difference and the other is incredibly close to the marathon difference.  So every single one of these women has EARNED the right to be on that start line.

2.  With the women having to start their last lap at 4:17, that means there could be women who aren't allowed to finish but still get a place (read: prize money).  Okay, this one gets interesting.  First there are some important parts to this.  WE WON'T BE ALLOWED TO FINISH!!!! It's not like there are women going, eh, you know, I think 48K would be  a nice place to stop.  We will be forced to stop!  Forced!  I can't speak for everyone, but the ones I have spoken to are upset by this! We want to finish!.  And especially since the time they have imposed, if you raced the race at an equal pace, would equal a 4:27:43, which is FASTER than the qualifying time!  No other event has that imposed.  And let's look at numbers for that.  The difference between 4:30 and 4:27:43 is 99.148%.  That would mean that guys in the 50K would not be allowed to finish if they finished slower than 4:03:54.  Women's 20K: 1:35:11 (4), men's 20K: 1:23:17 (7), women's marathon: 2:43:36 (4), men's marathon: 2:17:49 (14).  The numbers in parentheses are the number of athletes that have entry times slower than the imposed cut off time would be.  Here is the chart by event.  Look at how many in some event would not be allowed to finish unless they did a PB on the day...

men        standard   91.148%  athletes over    women   standard    91.148%   athletes over
100m 10.12 10.03 36         100m 11.26 11.16 27
200m 20.44 20.27 31         200m 23.10 22.90 26
400m 45.50 45.11 30         400m 52.10 51.66 22
800m 01:45.9 01:45.0 26         800m 02:01.0 02:00.0 27
1500m 03:36.0 03:34.2 27         1500m 04:07.5 04:05.4 17
5000m 13:22.6 13:15.8 14         5000m 15:22.0 15:14.1 15
10000m 27:45.0 27:30.8 11         10000m 32:15.0 31:58.5 8
3000m SC 08:32.0 08:27.6 19 3000m SC 09:42.0 09:37.0 18
110m H 13.48 13.37 17         100m H 12.98 12.87 21
400m H 49.35 48.93 20         400m H 56.10 55.62 16
Marathon 2:19:00 2:17:49 14 Marathon 2:45:00 2:43:36 4
20km Walk 1:24:00 1:23:17 7 20km Walk 1:36:00 1:35:11 4

I know I for one will be very, very interested to look at the results the night of the 13th and see how many race walkers in the men's 50K and the men's and women's 20K would have been removed from the course if the same standards were applied to them.  And for curiosity's sake the marathon as well.

I like numbers (not as much as words, I'm a scrabble girl), it's fun to play with them.  So one more interesting thing to do with the numbers.  We've seen the math that women's 50K is 9.75% of the men's standard.  And the women's 20K is 14.2%, and marathon is 18.7%.  Let's do some backwards math.  There is an "extra" 4.45% for the 20K and 8.95% for the marathon.  Let's take those percentages away from the 20K and men's 50K standards to see what would happen if they lost the extra time that the women's 50K has lost with the tougher standard.

distance       original standard           4.45% faster          8.95% faster
men's 50K         4:06:00                      3:57:30                 3:43:51
men's 20K          1:24:00                     1:21:06                 1:16:30ish
women's 20K      1:36                          1:32:41                 1:27:24

This is just for point of interest, but it should make you think about the inequality the 50K women have been subject to with the qualifying standard.  It's just a few different ways to look at things.  (and as a side note, some of the calculations have been done by others and some by me.  As I said I'm a word girl, so if there's a flaw with the math let me know, unless we're talking a few seconds, then just go with the concept...)

Okay, let me go away from the numbers for just a second.  There are a number of people, not necessarily the women themselves saying it, but other saying it for them, that if they had known they would've done it.  Everyone could see the writing on the wall.  Change has been happening, in slow steps, but happening.  With women allowed to compete last year in Rome, that should've been a big hint.  Then women were added this year under the 4:06 men's standard.  Those women probably looked at that time and said, whoa, I can't do that, I'll focus on 20K.  And that's totally fair and a decision they made.  And some women saw that and said, hmm, I'm going to try.  I may not hit it, but I'll try, because who knows what could happen?  If you look at the list for this year how many Chinese women are on that list?  Why?  Because the Chinese can see where this is headed, the addition of a women's race, so they're starting their development now instead of waiting.  They are looking ahead and being proactive.  Those women who are complaining that it wasn't fair, it should've been announced earlier, what have they done to promote and move forward women's 50K race walking?  It's a lot easier to sit back and complain than it is to stand up and fight.  But that's in the past, so here's the bigger question.  What are they doing NOW to change things for next year?  Are they planning on a 50K to race?  Are they contacting their federation to push the IAAF and the RW Committee to set a race and a standard now so that women can properly prepare?  Are they?  Or are they happy to sit back and complain and not do anything and instead put down the efforts of those women who put themselves out there?  I hope with all my heart that they are out there getting ready to train for and race a 50K and working for change, because that is what is needed.

And why is that needed, you may be asking?  Who cares if there's a women's 50K?  There are a few answers.  One, it's what's right and fair in the world.  Every charter speaks to equality.  Besides the women who have already done 50Ks there are apparently all those women saying they would've done it, so there's obviously interest.  Having 23 events for women and 24 for men is not equality.  The IOC has said that in 2020 they want equality.  If we don't have women doing the 50K we're going to lose the men doing the 50K.  It really is just about that simple.  You all know that they are always looking for a reason to get rid of the race walks, especially the 50K.  That, right there, will be the reason if it's not fixed.  We want equality, there isn't equality in race walking, so out goes race walking.  If you can't see that you've got your blinders on.


Here's another fun one:  The IAAF was forced into it, it should've been allowed to grow organically.  Really?  Seriously, really?  the IAAF should be allowed to have equality happen organically?  How does that happen?  If they don't have the races then it's not equality?  When has a federation or association ever done something out of the kindness of their hearts?  They do it because they are forced or there is pressure.  How can people say on the one hand we support the women racing but not the way they got there?  That doesn't even make sense?  I will say it again, because some people really need the repetition, if the IAAF is trying to get rid of the RW they can do it through the women's 50K.  They can do it by not allowing a women's 50K, which was hard when equality is written in their charter, so they kind of had to.  Not because that was the wrong way to do it, but because that's the right thing to do.  Are they setting us up to fail at the world championships?  It sure would seem so.  Keeping the field so small with the hardest qualifying time, then making a cutoff time faster than the qualifying time.  All those people who say they're supportive of the women racing, where is your outrage at how we're being treated?  Who is writing to the IAAF saying that it's just another form of gender bias imposing the 4:17 last lap time?  Who is talking to their federation asking them to intervene?


One thing I've wondered for a long time is what would happen if people took the energy they have complaining about things and instead supported one another.  If half, or a quarter even, of the energy that has been spent telling me I shouldn't bother trying or I can't do something, or I'm a hack, or a failed 20K walker was instead spent helping, lifting others up, looking for creative ways to solving problems then I think we've have one of the most popular events ever!  But there's just so much negativity!  And what else kills me, people saying things like "other events are going to say bad stuff about us..."  They don't have to, we're saying it to each other!  All the runners have to do is look at how we're treating each other and repeat the negativity, they don't have to come up with anything themselves!  We're going to tear ourselves apart from the inside and the IAAF or IOC won't have to do anything.

The next time you're thinking of complaining about or looking down on what's happening with the women's 50K, stop and ask yourself:  What have I done to help?  What have I done to improve my sport?
Have I told any of the women on the start list good luck?
Have I reached out to other women and ask if they're interested in trying a 50K?
Have I started training for a 50K?
Have I decided to put on a 50K that will give women the chance to get a time in?
Have I spoken with my federation to help?
Have I written letters?  

No matter if you're male or female, active or retired, there is something on that list of that you can do.   I can check off every single one of those boxes.  If everyone who reads this took two of those things and did them then we would see change.  Stop complaining and start doing.  Help things get better, for the women and for the men who would like to keep their event.









Monday, July 24, 2017

Women racing the 50K in London: The good, the bad, and the ugly

Firstly, for those who have said congratulations, thank you!  And for the few people who have said thank you for the work that went into another step towards women's equality, thank you even more. And thank you to the people I spoke to at USATF who when they heard the good news jumped on board, said congratulations, and worked at super speed to get my plane tickets and uniform sorted out.  And thank you to the IAAF for taking another small step towards equality.  But of course, for every cause for celebration there's going to be people complaining.  I'd like to take some of those arguments and give the counter.  Bear with me, this could be a long one.

1.  It's too short of notice.  If other women would've known they would've raced a 50K so they could qualify.
Is it short notice?  Heck yes!  Would it have been better if this had been accomplished months, if not a year ago? (or a decade ago...)  Absolutely!  I don't think anyone disagrees with that.  My problem is when people say that those of us who put ourselves out there, racing a 50K even if we didn't know that there would be the reward of racing at the World Championships should not be able to do it because some women chose not to race a 50K.  Everyone has seen the same writing on the wall.  With the IAAF changing rules last year to include women in Rome everyone had the same opportunity to think, to hope that things could change for this year and possibly be an event at the World Champs.  Do I wish more women had gone out on a limb?  Absolutely, but don't discount or take away my dream of racing at the World Champs because they didn't give it a try.  If things go the way they are seeming to go, who knows, there could be no more 50K at all and this could be the only chance for women to race the 50K.

2.  Now the women who are racing the 50K are women who couldn't make the 96 minute 20K standard.
I'm sorry?  Where has it ever been said that in order to qualify for the 50K you have to also have a qualifying time for the 20K?  What is this double standard?  How many men who have qualified for the 50K in London also have a 20K standard?  I know quite a number as there are some great 50K/20K double athletes, but most definitely not all of them.  Should those guys who don't have a 20K standard be told that they shouldn't race?  Are they an embarrassment?  And the opposite should also be true of the guys then, those 20K walkers who don't have a 50K qualifying time, or heaven forbid, haven't even attempted a 50K, should they be able to race the 20K?   or how about the marathon runners who can't keep up with the 10,000 runners?   A male athlete suggested that any woman who has the sub 96 time should be able to give the 50K a try at the World Champs.  I'm not sure how he can even think that's a good idea?  He thinks having 5 women who have proven themselves at the distance is a bad idea, but letting a number of women who aren't proven at the distance is a good idea?  Racing a strong 20K is not equal to racing a strong 50K.  Some can do it, some can't.  That's why there's two different races!
Ines is a top contender in the 20K, and I've been told that one of the Chinese women who has the qualifying time is also a sub 1:26 20K walker.  That's 40% of the field, not too shabby for women who have not had the rich history of being able to double like the guys.  One thing I've realized is that it's not that I'm a bad 20K walker, it's that I'm a good 50K walker.  By any reasonable standard you could set the women's 50K time at I would be under it.  The time they imposed of 4:30 is only 9.75% different than the men's standard.  That's the smallest difference in all events outside hurdles and relays.  The difference in the marathon qualifying time between men and women is 18.70%.  So those of us who have done sub 4:30 are not an embarrassment, we are pretty darned good.  So you know what that means?  I've been denied being able to call myself an Olympian.  I would've been an Olympian in Rio and probably in London as well.  And who knows, if I'd had that opportunity to push for it in 2008 then possibly then as well.  I am a good 50K walker and just because a guy looks at a standard of 4:30 and think's it's not good enough, well, honestly, that's not for you to decide?  How many men in the marathon look at the women's qualifying time and think, boy that's too slow?  Probably some, but it's not up to them to decide the standard, and really it just makes them look like jerks.

3.  With only having a possible 5 entrants IAAF will use it as a reason to cut the event.
Quite possibly.  Firstly, they set the standard there.  They set the standard that would allow for only 5 entrants!  But in this instance it's a damned if you do, damned if you don't.  The IOC wants equality.  Right now there isn't equality.  We have to push for equality.  If there are no women in the World Champs it's just as easy for the IOC to say, see, no equality.  At least now we can say, look, it's a start.  We had to push the IAAF, we had no notice, not enough time to properly prepare, and look how great the women did (because I know the women will do great.)!  Now we can cite how we had to push the IAAF for equality, they can't be bothered to do it on their own.  They said last year they would work for greater equality in the race walk, and look what happened?  Nothing.  So we have to push.


4.  Letting the women have a finish place if they get pulled of the course due to the time limit and get the prize money is a joke, you could nap your way to the end.
Maybe this athlete is expressing what he would like to do, but I for one seriously doubt that anyone, male or female, would ever feel they would want to nap their way through a World Championships.  If you don't think all the women on the line know exactly what's at stake and won't be racing their hearts out you're seriously fooling yourself.  The bigger issue is the 4:17 last lap cut off time.  That would equal a finishing time (if you evenly paced yourself) of 4:27:43 or so, over two minutes FASTER than the qualifying time.  How ridiculous is that?  That in itself is a HUGE gender inequality.  And the reasons they gave for it are paltry at best, it's another way IAAF is trying to get things to fail instead of helping us succeed.  And what happens?  Guys agree with it!  Don't you realize you're shooting yourself in the foot?  If women don't race the 50K you're going to lose your event!  Instead of working to help it be fair and equal, they put us down.  What if we made that cutoff time equal for the men?  They'd have to stop their last lap about 3:54.   Shall we do that?  How many guys would jump up and down saying that's not fair?   And let's keep in mind that the women's qualifying time for the women for the 20K is 1:36, yet there's 2 hours between the women's 20K and the men's 20K.  So in theory, since they haven't announced a time cutoff, they have an additional 24 minutes!  But the women's 50K has a cutoff standard faster than the qualifying, which is already faster (percentage-wise) than any other distance event.  Inequality?  I think yes.


5.  Only a limited number of women wanted to do it:
Funny enough, there are two more women who have qualified under IAAF's own rules.  There is a rule that the Area Champions are allowed to enter, even if they don't have the qualifying standard.  This has been the case for years and in all events.  But IAAF is trying to keep them out.  They are ready, willing, and able to come compete, but IAAF is trying to keep them out.  So out of one side of their mouth they're saying they want to work towards equality but out of the other they are keeping women out who have qualified under their own rules.

6.  The IAAF was pushed into this last minute change and that's not right.
Okay, okay.  Time to take a deep breath.  In every single charter it talks about equality.  The Olympic Charter, the IAAF Charter, both speak to granting equality.  How can you possibly say that it's not right that it had to be pushed for equality?  Equality is only right if it happens during a certain time frame?  It would only be right to take another step towards equality if it happened 5 months ago?  Why aren't these people instead saying "it's about time!" Think about what you're saying.  They had to be pushed to be fair and equal, and still are finding ways to put the women down.

7.  IAAF is trying to get the 50K walk to fail.
Quite possibly.  And what are you doing to keep it from happening?  The men are going to lose their event if they don't stand up and support the women.  The IOC wants equality and if there's only a men's 50K and not a women's 50K that isn't equality and they'll cut it.

This is the section where I'd like to propose some solutions.  Instead of being an armchair complainer, here is your opportunity to push for change.  For all those who said the decision came too late, your chance is NOW to start working towards next year.  Because we need to know NOW what is happening in Taicang at the World Team Championships of Race Walking.  So here is an idea of a letter you can send to Lord Coe, the IAAF, your federation, members of the RW Committee, members of the IAAF Women's Committee (who are supportive of the women's 50K RW by the way).  It can go something like this, but change a few things so it's not the same letter over and over:

Dear Lord Coe and Others,

I would like to thank you for taking another step in the right direction in women's equality in the 50K race walking event.  Their inclusion in London is helping to bring recognition to the event and the plight they have faced overcoming gender bias in track and field.  With this decision the IAAF is showing they care about and support women's equality.

However, there is still much work to be done.  In order to allow women interested in competing at the 50K distance time to adequately prepare for the upcoming season, I would ask that the IAAF set the program for the World Team Championships of Race Walking in Taicang and include a women's 50K division.  Encourage each member federation to set a time standard that allows for a quality field, but also a chance for the women to develop.

With adequate time to prepare, a realistic but challenging time standard I am sure that we will see a quality field of strong women competing, showing that adding a women's 50K to the Tokyo Olympics is viable and necessary.

Sincerely,

Your name


Then you can send a somewhat similar letter to your federation expressing your desire for a fair and reasonable entry standard for Tiacang and a chance for women to race and qualify.

If the men do not get behind the women and support and help us they're going to lose their event.

And one other thing, the idea of negativity.  I saw people talking and some were accused of being negative and they came back and said they weren't but just pointing things out.  Ideas, thoughts, discussion aren't a bad thing.  But if it's being said without any mention of how to fix it, then yeah, you're just being negative.  Complaining that it's too late and not talking about how it could be fixed for the next big race, how does that help?  Get up, get out there, and work for positive change.

And now I may retire from FaceBook and other online forums for a bit.  I have a race to get ready for and prepare for and stay focused for.  I don't need all this negativity and shortsightedness.  Because I am going to go out there and race my heart out.  I'm going to leave it all on the course.  I'm going to do my absolute best.  And I am going to enjoy the fact that I am one of the few women being allowed to compete.  I will be racing at the World Championships!


Friday, July 21, 2017

I'm racing in London..... in the 50K!!!!!!

I've been pretty quiet and under the radar.  Outdoor nationals went okay.  Not great like I was hoping, but not awful.  It was a solid performance and that was it.  But there was stuff going on in the background that made training and staying focused difficult.  And now I can talk a little bit about it.

Back at the beginning of the year when there was that huge scare that IAAF or IOC or whoever (or both) was going to cut the 50K, some people went into high gear to save the event.  One of them was Paul DeMeester.  Paul was on the national team for Belgium when he was young and then moved to the US, did a ton of cool stuff, got a law degree and now practices in California.  And he race walks and helps the sport.  He saw the threat to the 50K and jumped into action, going to London and meeting and talking to people and educating them and persuading and changing mindsets.

One of the things Paul realized is that the IOC is looking for gender equality (as they should) and that puts the 50K in a dangerous position.  He realized that unless we can get more women participating the event may be cut all together.

So Paul and I (mostly Paul, he's the smart one for sure) fought for there to be a separate woman's standard.  And today, I'm so excited to say, there is one!  IAAF is implementing a standard of 4:30 for the London World Championships!  I wish the time was a bit more relaxed to allow more women to compete, but it's another step.  One step at a time.  But it is progress!  Women will be on the starting line in a mixed event.  We will have our own medals.  We will be recognized in our own division.  It's very, very exciting.  And if it wasn't for Paul and his unwavering belief and commitment then there wouldn't be any women on the line.

I have been so fortunate that whenever there have been people there telling me no, telling me I can't do it, I have someone behind me who says, yes, yes you can, and has helped fight for it.   The hours and hours and hours Paul put in to accomplish this are just about beyond measure, and he did it out of the kindness of his heart and passion for the sport.

So now it's time to focus.  I'll be on the line, not as the only woman this time, but with others around me.  And that will be the most amazing feeling ever.

But let's start something now.  Let's look forward to Taicang next year and get a woman's 50K figured out now.  A time standard, selection procedures for federations, so that women can start to plan NOW instead of finding out they're racing a 50K three weeks before the event.  Guys, push your federations, for without women and equality you're likely to lose your event.  Women, consider giving it a try!  Train for it, do it, get excited for it!  And if you can't do either of those things then consider supporting women who are going for it.  It's only because of the prize money I've been able to save over the years that I was able to pay for fees and costs associated with all this.  We don't make a lot of money, so consider supporting an athlete to help with shoes, travel, training aid, something, anything!  It all helps.

If you'll be in London come cheer for the women, show your support.  Say hi.  I think I'm going to go do a workout :)

Happy training!

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Tuesday, April 11, 2017

hip mobility/flexibility drills/stretches

Definitely need some pictures!  The colors were amazing!


After one of my posts I talked about the hip mobility/flexibility drills I use.   A number of people asked what they are soooooooo I made a YouTube video!  Thus is the beginning of my YouTube stardom....  Yep, it all starts here!  But seriously, here are my three favorite exercises.  Just remember, don't hurt yourself!  I was really pushing on my right side and it was starting to hurt more and more and more and I just found out I have a bursitis in my right hip.  So that explains a lot!  Trying to figure out exactly how I'm going to take care of it, but at least that's one question solved!

For the Lord of the Rings fans out there, the mountain in the background is Mt. Doom!  How freaking cool is that!?!?


So if you're bored and want to see some drills/exercises take a peek.  If you want you can subscribe to my channel so when I do more videos you will be one of the first to know ;)   Let me know if they work for you!  Let me know if you have some that you absolutely love and would like to share.

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My attempt to be artsy while taking pictures.


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A clearer picture of Mt. Doom.

Sunsets/sunrises in the New Zealand can be absolutely stunning!



Thursday, March 9, 2017

More is not always better...


We all want to be better, faster and stronger.  When we first start training we are told to get better we need to up our mileage.  We also increase our intensity for our hard workouts.  Then our long workouts are supposed to get faster.  Now let's add in some strength training.  Next is lifting heavier weights (for some).  More, more, more... faster, faster, faster.... harder, harder, harder!!!!  And the better we want to be the more we start to think we have to do more, all the time.

But more is not always better.

Last May I competed at the World Team Championships of Race Walking in Rome, Italy.  One of the benefits of making Team USA is when we travel as a team we have a medical person travel with us.  I have found that they can be a source of invaluable knowledge and wisdom and every trip I take I learn so much!  Rome was no exception as our physio was absolutely amazing.  She was very dismayed by the lack of flexibility in my hips.  Now, as a race walker, you would think I'd have super mobile hips, but not so.  When I was a kid I never sat cross legged.  Whenever I do cobbler's pose in yoga my knees are always up pretty high, I've never in my life had them on the ground in that position.  I figured it was just the way I was built, and I would of course continue to stretch but not worry too much about it.

The physio said not so!  I could gain more flexibility!  She worked like crazy on me and gave me a bunch of stretches and mobility exercises.  And they were working!  My knees were getting closer and closer to the ground!  Thus started my journey to increased hip flexibility.  And like any good athlete, more is better!  I'd do them all the time.  Then in November in New Zealand I saw a physio who gave me more exercises to do!  Hazzah!  More is better!  These were focused a bit more on flexibility in the joints.  So I dove right in to those as well.

After a while though I started noticing that when I'd do some of the exercises on my right side my hip would ache.  No sharp pains, just a dull ache that would take a few minutes to go away.  But then it would happen sooner and sooner and get more and more painful.  So I figured I just needed to put my big girl panties on and push through it.

Here in New Zealand I have an amazing massage therapist.  She's awesome, knows how to get in deep and has tons of experience working on race walkers and race walking specific issues.  I told her about wanting to increase my mobility.  She was totally for it!  So she'd work away, we'd talk over the issue, try new things.  Then one day we were really working deep in there and it was a few days after a 10K PB and my body was tired and WHAM!  My muscles totally spasamed up.  It took about a week for them to calm down and a week of sub par training.

More was definitely NOT better.

I have since gone to see another physio to look at my right hip.  Basically he thinks there could be some spots where some of the cartilage is thin and that's what's causing the dull ache in my hip.  So we take out the stretches that stretch the joint and keep the ones that stretch the muscles.  Whew!  Luckily an easy fix.  But one that could've been so, so much worse.

So what's my point?  More is not always better.  Yes, train hard.  Yes, increase your mileage.  Yes, get stronger.  But don't go overboard.  That's one of the main benefits to having either a coach or someone to advise you.  Very, very rarely does anyone have to tell me that I'm not working hard enough and get my tooshie in gear.  More often someone has to say to me, hey, you've done enough, time to stop.  There's a time and a place to push yourself to your limits.  There's a time and a place to challenge your body past what you think you can do.  But there's also times where you need to listen to your body and back off just a bit.  I would rather have a month of really solid training with no amazing, spectacular, PB performances than only having one spectacular performance and a bunch of sub-par efforts.

Having someone to monitor you and keep their eyes on you and an independent opinion of how things are going can be crucial.  If it was left up to me I'd probably work myself to death, especially during 50K training as I LOVE to go long.

More is not always better.  Train hard, but train smart.   And have fun doing it!



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Saturday, March 4, 2017

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

My blog originally was supposed to be on race walking, farming, music and more!  However it tends to be focused quite a bit on race walking.  Probably because the majority of my life is spent training, racing, stretching, cross training, working on core, mobility, and eating (not necessarily in that order).  Today I’m going to talk about something other than race walking…. Gasp!  At least the first part of it will be.  I’ll talk a bit about race walking stuff at the end of it, well, because I just can’t help myself.

Before...  the long hair

After!  So short and some color

For those of you who don’t know me personally I have very long hair.  Long as in down below my waistline.  When I was 13 I got my hair cut short and permed (I know, I know, but it was the early 90s and that’s just what you did…)  I hated it!  It ended up looking like a Little Orphan Annie hairstyle.  Don’t get me wrong, it looked great on her, on me?  Not so much.  So I grew it out…. And just never stopped.  In January of 2016 I took a jump into the deep end and got about six inches cut off!  It was terrifying!  But I did it and it was nice.

Well, the idea started brewing in my brain… Maybe it’s time for a change… There have been some times when my long hair has been quite annoying.  It’s warm and humid here in New Zealand and I’m quite sweaty a lot in my workouts and my braided hair will whip around and get stuck on my arm and all sorts of annoying things.  When I’m doing yoga it seems to always be in the way.
So Friday I went to a salon.  Not a place that cuts hair, a salon.  Keep in mind, most years of my life I never got my hair trimmed at all, so I have spent very, very little money on hair maintenance in my lifetime.  So I felt like going to a salon once would be okay.  They were so nice.  They could tell I was super nervous and my stylist (Rochelle) put me at ease.  We talked a lot about what was going to be done and looked at pictures and all sorts of things.  So besides getting my hair cut I decided to get it highlighted too!   For those who are interested I will document it in pictures at the end of the blog. 
Of course you could just say I’m so dedicated to attaining my race weight I’m taking it off wherever I can J 



Aaaaannnnndddd back to race walking.  It’s been a weird week.  Monday I was walking along and clipped my toe on the pavement and almost went down.  I managed to catch myself before I actually hit the ground, but not by much.  Unfortunately it totally jammed my spine and threw me all out of alignment.  I had an appointment already arranged for Wednesday with a physio so thought he’d fix stuff then.  Unfortunately he didn’t do a darned thing for it.  I was starting to get massive headaches from my neck being out and all sorts of stuff.  I looked up chiropractors and found one close by where I’m staying.  They opened 7:00 AM Thursday, so at 7:15 I called them and gave them my sob story.  They were so nice and fit me in for an 8:00 AM appointment!  She took about an hour with me and really focused on how my body needed to be aligned.  I left feeling the best I’ve felt all week.  It was amazing, my mood instantly changed and I could walk easier, even just down the street walking.
Since I had a race on Saturday she wanted to see me Friday as well, which I was happy with.  I was so far out all the way out my spine and had been for basically four days, it was very possible I might slip back out.  That appointment went well and I again left feeling really good. 



Saturday was the Auckland Championships at 3,000.  I was planning for another big PB, but felt some self-doubt with my spine being out most of the week and not getting in any speed work.  But I was going to give it my all.  Warm up went okay.  Near the end I started feeling pretty fluid and decent, not great, but decent.  We were called into the call room 15 minutes before the race.  Unfortunately there were some issues with the meet and we were stuck in there for 40 minutes.  I did my best to stay loose and fluid and warm, but had a really hard time and as we walked out I just felt flat and tired.  I tried to do some pickups and get moving again.  I think I was only partially successful.

Alana smashed it out.  I'm considered a visitor so I got a second place visitors medal.


So I started off okay, not as fast as I wanted, but not slow either.  I ended up finishing in 13:45.82, less than 6 seconds off my PB and breaking my masters age group record.  For having a day where I felt totally flat I’m quite happy with that time.  And I’m hopeful that with more self-care my body will be a-ok and I can get back to quality training.


Enjoy the pictures, if that’s your thing.  I’ll throw in some pictures from the race and stuff too, just for fun.

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The "holy cow I'm nervous" before shot

highlight foils

highlight foils marinating

washing and adding the toner

all done!

the awesome Rochelle who I spent 6 hours with!